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Friday, July 28, 2006

Monday : yey!. no classes!. (Glenda strikes)

Tuesday : yey!. still no classes. (Glenda don't want to stop)

Wednesday : awww.. classes resume. but it's ok. We had our drug test, and that was so not what i expected it to be.

Thursday : What a day..

Friday : I was home, and i was soaking wet. I forgot to bring my umbrella and it rained. Man that was unexpected. (for me i'll say) 

Whew!. I never imagined that taking a tourism course will be that hard. Though it's not that hard compare to other courses, but still. You think it's just tours and all but unfortunately it's not. You do have to memorize the world map and every country's capital. yikes!  

It's funny how friends become lovers but it's also funny how what used to be enemies be lovers at the end. Though life is so unpredictable, still we manage to live life at our best, we accept and regret things. We give and take, and we also love without even thinking. We may end up with the right one but for some it's the other case but still we love. It's such a strong emotion that we sometimes can't control. It's a drug that is in you that just can't simply be removed.

Some people are lucky but some people are not. Some people are stupid that they forget what love really means.

 

I wanna tell you baby
That you're the one that Im thinking of
But your heart is still with her
And I think she's the one that you love
I only want you happy
Even if it's not with me
Maybe one day
You'll open up your eyes and you'll see

[Chorus]
That I think I'm falling
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yeah I think I'm falling
Baby I'm falling for you

[Verse 2]
From the first time
You laid your lips on mine
It feels like the smile on my face
Will last till the end of time
But Im not so sure
You're the one that I should pursue
My mind tells me no
But my heart only says that it's you

[Chorus]

Bridge:
Only time will tell
The mystery has yet to unfold
Who's gonna feel love's warmth
And the other left in the cold

[Chorus]
Yet still I'm falling
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yeah I think I'm falling
Baby I'm falling for you
That I think I'm falling
Maybe I'm falling for you
Yeah I think Im falling
Baby I'm falling for you

I still can't determine what i feel towards you but one thing is for sure. "what we have right now is enough" i don't want to ask anything more but i also don't want to assume.


Monday, July 17, 2006

Reality Bites

     Everyday is a new day, as they say, it is too a new begining and a start of a new journey. On every journey that one takes it always affect the next step that we are willing or going to take. Everyone makes mistakes but through these mistakes we learn and with this we prevent the same thing to happen again.

     For just one day i realized that i have made a mistake that will affect my life forever, without me not knowing so. And for this mistake. Why do so?. I ask myself, and just one answer popped my mind. I have followed my mind not my heart. For me its a mistake but for some it is a right decision to follow. I have made this mistake before, but its only just now that i realize what that mistake will do to me as for my future.

     Every girl wishes to have a boyfriend. More specifically, to have their "ideal" boyfriend. But no one can predict whether we may have our ideal boyfriend or the exact opposite. But even so, we still love them for who they are. In somehow or in someway you may encounter a situation where in you have to make a decision. As for me, i had this situation once and i made the wrong decision. I have chosen the wrong person yet left the other person just hanging feeling so he decided to leave. When he finally did, it made me realize how stupid i am to not choose him.

"Think twice before you make a decision"


Wednesday, June 14, 2006

This is the real deal..

     It's been a while, but anyway. First day of classes. i'm excite and somehow nervous ( who can you blame, i came from an exclusive school then suddenly, coed na!  ) it was a bummer at first but then it still turned out ok. For the first time, first day of classes and i was late. Man!. what a first impression that is!. but it's fine for my teacher was not mad, she laughed by the way.  But surely she'll remember me.  My english prof told us that, and he quote, "you don't love for a reason, you just love the person". Yeah it's true, but still why do some people ask the question, "why do you love me?". I don't exactly know why but surely they don't feel or understand the true meaning of love.

     My summer was a blast but for the first month i was always home. But anyway, i went to Caramoan, Camarines Sur for a photo shoot for the Mabuhay magazine. Came back then after a week or so i went to bicol (again) for some beach hopping. I almost set foot on different sorts of sand, may it be soft  as cotton or hard as rock it still a beach and i enjoyed all of it. It turned out that my tan wasn't considered as a tan anymore. It's already a black!. but who cares i've been a "morena" all my life. I just wonder how does it feel to be a white. nyahaha!.  

For pictures check out my multiply.

     My birthday's coming up. actually it's tom. and unitl now, i haven't figured it out on how to balance my schedule for the day for both of my parents wants me to be with them on my day but sadly they don't want to be together so i have to find a way to spend some time with each of them alone. but it's alright!.  17, one year to go to be an adult. more benefits to come and more work to be done.

    


Saturday, May 06, 2006

 


Friday, April 21, 2006

Realization Extreme    

     Being straight forward has alot of benefits but on the other hand, it also has it's misfortunes. Well i'm straight forward and i presume some people know or feel that way about me. Just now that i realized that it also has it's limitations. But sometimes being straight forward can get you flying so high (for some reasons). Anyway, being like this, as i have learned from my own experince, will give you undefined feelings!. (labo) Maybe it's just the feeling of being rushed or eager to have something that you want to have as your own. I've done this mistake so many times already and the situation is always the same. I can't believe how stupid i am to repeat this same mistake now. I guess i just never learn. >>stupid line to say but true!. || o1 ||

     Anyway, i was at UST earlier this morning for my enrollment, glad that's over. Two of my friends (barkada) will be staying at UST. It's a good thing but we're not in the same course but it's ok. My schedule sucks!. i was hoping that we're going to choose our academic sched but i was wrong!. Damn!. all of my schedule are in the afternoon and my PE is 9am. Bwisit!

"Pag minsan kala mo siya na, sige go, pag sinaktan ka lambingin ka lang ok na pero pag iniwan ka, mukha kang tangang naghahabol. Pag bumalik, sige go uli kahit nagmukha kang tanga. Ano ka ba talaga?, tanga o nagtatanga-tangahan lang?."

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John Cena

 

 



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